Monday, October 26, 2009

wOunDed.....?

lately, i feel empty....alone and gloomy...i dun noe to whom i want to pour my heart out....my mom??..nop...she might be boring to hear me complain...my sister...she's bz...my friend?? not really...so i decided to share it here...no one here...i feel free to write anything i feel inside...actually dear, deep down in the bottom of my heart, i feel so:
- helpless
-disappointed
-frustrated
-unhearted
-unhappy
-invisible
-neglected
it is too awful to say dis...but dis is how i feel right now....i juz can'i bear it anymore...waiting time to explode...tp sian roomate and klasmate aq...coz of my unstable emotion...i treat them badly...wif my freaky and annoying face...i'm so sorry friends...it's not ur fault but it's mine... i can't stand to live like dis...like a zombie....and then u noe...suddenly a quote pop out in my head....some part i created myself and some part i got it while visiting other person shout out...i juz want to get out of dis world...be a happy girl..but HoW??...suicide?? self destruction?? quit U?? now i understand why some of mahasiswa trgelincir drpd lndasannye...become a drug addict, bohsia, mat rempit...i hope i'm not going to be like dat....hope so...
" LiFe In PAiN iS liKe a MaN iN miSeRy, LiFE WitHout Pain Is Like A deaD maN waLking "
choose which one u want to be??

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4 comments:

Op Luke said... [jOm Reply]

hye wat happened 2 u??
chill up..
dont be too gloomy..
dont let ur emotion control urself..
ur a smart girl..
relax..chill up k..
=)

SieRRa183 said... [jOm Reply]

smart gal??
not really lar..
juz bese2 je...hehe!(bjet humble)
tq neway...
ok..
i'm chilling up....=0

YoshaMaDa said... [jOm Reply]

SalaAm..

XhaRra, ada orang yang sentiasa mendengar rintihan hati kita. Lebih-lebih lagi di malam yang sunyi, saat insan lain terbuai dalam mimpi. carilah DIA.. DIA sentiasa mendengar..

SieRRa183 said... [jOm Reply]

salam hawa...
nape la ngn aq ni kan....
i almost 4get bout dat...
klau kat mtrix dlu ade gak org yg slalu bg motivasi kat aq...ko kan tau spe...NZH...aq rndu kat korang sume...rndu nak lepak kat blik lme aq dlu...no one there juz three of us...laughing, eating, gossiping 2gether...miszz dat so much...i juz want to turn back the time....*sigh*