Thursday, October 26, 2023

The ImaginARA World

 There are so many places in Malaysia that has its own unique and mesmerizing view waiting to be explored by a part-time traveller just like me. However, those places sometime no need to be planned to go. What we need is just a handfull of courage and some cash to treat our vehicle with a tankful of fuel. What I like the most about unplanned travel is that I do not need to worry about any unexpected things because I love mystery and have my guard down on whatever coming my way. No need maps just waze and let it show us the unexplored new route for us to discover and experience all the way.

To receive a wedding invitation from a special friend of mine is the most exciting feeling I have ever felt this year. I have been waiting for her invitation actually and I am so so happy when I knew that she was going to get married this year 2023. 

And guess what, her wedding date is the date that I wish I could do better and never ever feeling regret about. However, to be truth, I have been learnt to accept the fate gratefully with an open heart. It is not my ability to put out the flame that still burning brightly even I have removed all the contribution source. I am doing all my best but realized in the end of the day only He deserves and able to help me to put out those flames. I am sincerely happy with the flame which has been taught me a lot. I am also very grateful because Allah does not grant my prayer yet just to make sure that I had learnt my lesson well and to prepare myself the best towards more majestic future. 

Being having to travel to different country would be much more deep journey to experience. I never ever dream to travel and have a wonderful tour of my soul and heart into a land full of fascinating and remarkable history of our beloved Rasulullah. To experience and seen those places with my own eyes captivated my heart as well. I was very deep in love with those places eventhough only history left but the it has eventually captured my deepest feelings. I would love to share more about my experience in here one day and hopefully, I have the opportunity to come back here again. InshaaAllah....



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Saturday, March 18, 2023

BadDay Post

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I hope you all have a great day ahead. Today is my special day for me, and I would like to make a cliche speech to congratulate my parents for raising a magnificient daughter. I would never be here without their incredible support system for the past decades. I would like to thank my siblings for their tolerance, guidance, help and motivational words, which make me stronger every day. And foremost, I would like to say Alhamdulillah to my stronghold creator wo has guided me through thick nad thin in life. I have been through various test from the smallest to the biggest, and I am grateful for each of them. Without those tests, I would not have grown more than ever, Not only has my physical been strengthened, but the most crucial is my soul. Even though it has been shattered, I have explored many fabulous and amazing things ahead.

However, with those happy and delightful memories, I would also like to share how I am feeling now, the real feeling. Actually, I do not feel so fine. Seeing my friends of the same age sending off their cute, adorable children to school makes me realize how slow my life has been. I am supposed to experience the same phase, but I could not make it happen. Birthdays should be a memorable day; having a coffee date at least, but I have never had that kind of birthday date. It is sad, but I believe it is filled with blessings in disguise.

Sabar, Sabar dan Sabar....Those are the only words that can help me get through this.

InshaaAllah, more glorious moment are coming up. Have faith in your Creator...




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Saturday, March 11, 2023

HAPPY WORKING SATUR.DAY

 Saturday for me is a saturated excitement and escape weekend but somehow, there is a day in a month that require me to stick my eyes to the screen. It's a training day. So here I am for today, I am working.









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Saturday, March 4, 2023

DEEP CONVERSATION WITH MR. I

Recently, I became aware that Mr. I was trying to have a deep conversation with me. He gave me quotes, advice, and fun facts, which made me feel like he was really into me (I know, it's a bit conceited of me).

I think Mr. I is really cute, and his conversations always make me smile from dawn until sunset. However, recently our conversations have turned into something more serious and complex. They are full of disappointment, heartbreak, narcissism, and misunderstandings. I cannot bear to receive all of these negative feelings, which leave me feeling suffocated and with a heavy heart. My heart feels like an empty space that is weighed down by an indescribable burden.

I have no heart to offer. I lost it in my journey, and it's been a long, lonely road. It is empty, but the burden it carries is massive.


Thanks to ChatGPT for providing me with better words.


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