Seperti Aidilfitri tahun2 yang lepas, tahun ni juga aku tak melepaskan peluang untuk berkongsi gambar2 raya kami sekeluarga. Tahun ni kami beraya di Perak je. Kakak sulung aku bersalin anak pertama masa minggu kedua Ramadhan yang lepas dan berpantang di Perak. Jadi kami pun terpaksalah beraya di sini. InshaaAllah, ade rezeki raya Aidiladha nanti kami pulang ke kampung tercinta di Kelantan.
Genap hari ini merupakan Syawal yang ke-12 dalam tahun 1445H bersamaan 20 April 2024. Sejujurnya, bermula 1 Syawal lagi, hati dan perasaan ini berasa sepi, sedih menyambut Syawal tahun ini. Bila mana, saudara-saudara kita di Al-Quds sana masih lagi berlapar, dibantai dan dibunuh hampir setiap saat. Namun begitu, sinar kesyukuran masih menerangi dalam hati dan jiwa ini dengan segala nikmat dan rahmat Islam yang Allah kurniakan pada hamba-Nya yang beriman. Pembebasan dan kemerdekaan buat bumi Al-Aqsa akan terus berada dalam doa kami. Sesungguhnya, sinar Islam itu semakin terang tatkala melihat keteguhan, kesabaran dan dalamnya iman penduduk2 bumi Al-Quds. Kanak-kanak yang sekecil-kecil 3-5 tahun sudah hafaz Al-Quran, lebih mendalam dan teguhnya iman di dada mereka tak setanding kanak2 yang membesar di bumi yang merdeka. Aku kagum dengan ibu bapa disana biarpun berada dalam penjara terbesar didunia, di sekat daripada hidup seperti manusia yang lain, Islam itu masih menjadi bimbingan utama buat anak-anak mereka dan Al-Quran sentiasa berada dalam genggaman mereka. Mereka lah yang mengajar aku erti sabar, yang menunjukkan aku indahnya Islam dan berkongsi rasa betapa manisnya nikmat Islam dan iman itu. Setiap hari, hati ini berasa sakit, sedih bila melihat kemusnahan kawasan tempat tinggal mereka, kemasukan bantuan dihalang, hospital, masjid, sekolah dibom, dibakar. Namun rasa lagi perit bila kita tak mampu nak membantu saudara2 kita disana. Hanya mampu melihat sahaja.
Ya Allah, bantulah mereka. Kenyangkanlah mereka yang kelaparan, hilangkan rasa haus mereka, hangatkanlah tubuh mereka yang kedinginan, angkatlah rasa perit dalam hati dan jiwa mereka. Bantulah mereka Ya Allah, Tuhan yang Maha Perkasa, Maha Memaksa dan Maha Membalas.
Aku yakin satu hari nanti, bumi Al-Aqsa akan dibebaskan. Allah sedang membimbing kita dengan kesabaran, keteguhan dan keimanan dalam menghadapi masa yang mendatang yang pasti akan lebih perit. Semoga iman di dada kita tidak goyah atau rapuh walau dilanda dengan ujian yang sangat dahsyat. Aminnn...InshaaAllah
I am so happy to see the post that have been written in my Notes is save. I got a chance to revive my "A" account and fortunately the post inside is safe and sound. And so I am here resuming my writing. So today, I am going to speak about things that I have learnt.
Next time...if you do not want to hurt someone else or being hurt by someone, please learn well and remember these notes. Hopefully, these advise will going to help others as well.
Once you realised the good vibe that started to happen. Instead of sharing your SOCMED. Firstly, ask a meet up...eyes to eyes contact are really important. We are in a virtual age where we thought we can get to know anyone, but the truth is we still need a physical meet up where the most genuine feeling is developed. Let both of you see each other well physically. Natural and real vibe without imagination and thought only is really help actually so please do not afraid, raised up to meet.
Secondly...If after the meeting/eyes to eyes contact, you feel unpleasant, be honest and tell the truth. However, if you feel a strong chemistry and good connection, then you can share your SOCMED. That way, you can get to know each other well, sharing and chatting all the good things through it. I bet you must be more comfortable as you have met before.
Thirdly...Do not keep a connection or a chemistry that started to enhance between both of you without any name or status. Believe me, it is hard to communicate when you do not know your status to each other. The key for a successful relationship is a communication with a clear purpose. Or else, without the existence form of that "relationship", it would make the conversation hardly to be generated. Both of you instead of reacted accordingly ended up being silent and keep waiting for each other to react because the fear on the outcoming that may come around being one-sided. That is why being ghosted happened. Especially for those introverts and an overthinkers.
Fourthly...If you fall deeper with each other, be bold, be brave and be opened to always move forward. Take the risk. Do not keep it inside yourself. Remember to be genuine with your own feeling and your main purpose is (to have a legit relationship) to get married ASAP.
Fifthly...this is the most important thing, when you have confirm and affirmative with your status, the good feeling inside as you are getting close to each other will find its' own pace in making both of you to be opened, to be more communicative and supportive. InshaaAllah, in the end of the day, you will accept each other strength and flaws magnificiently.
GOOD LUCK!!
Today is 17 Ramadhan 2024 which is one of the special day in Ramadhan when our first revelation of holy Quran to our Prophet Muhammad S.A.W by angel Jibril.
I wanted to share my experience hiking up of Mount An-Nur (Gua Hira) where the place of our first revelation of holy Quran is taken place. The journey went up to Mount An-Nur has given me the most wonderful and spiritual journey as I can experience myself on the hardship of our Prophet Muhammad S.A.W going up to "bertafakur" inside Gua Hira.
I went there with my fellow Jemaah of about 10 people have also join the journey. Only a few people have succeded to reach on the top and I was the first team reached. Gua Hira is located on the top which has taken about an hour to be reached. I am so lucky to be the only jemaah who could make it to be inside of Gua Hira. The other jemaah has succeded to reach the top but due to crowded situation inside there, they decided not to get inside. The journey started after Asar and I have reach Gua Hira during Maghrib. I can see Masjidil Haram from the top of the mountain. It was a magnificient view and I can say once a lifetime experience. I also had the chance to pray Maghrib on the top. While enjoying the view alone, I received a call from one of my jemaah who is on their way down. I immediately pack my stuff and ready to go down. It only took about 30 minutes to reach down there. One of the jemaah has also said to me:
"Cepatnya Sarah sampai, tadi call kan kat puncak lagi. Kami ni dah otw turun. Tapi bila sampai bawah sama2 sampai. Kau terbang ke Sarah"
Hahaha...yeah I am flying without wing. I believe one day, after the hardship of life, I would flying freely in the air. InshaaAllah...Aminnn
I am now editing a video of my journey up to Jabal An-Nur..once finished, I will post it in here..
Hari ini dah masuk hari ke 16 Ramadhan. Dah separuh bulan dah nak raya. Salam Ramadhan buat muslimin muslimat. Diharapkan Ramadhan tahun ini memberi Keberkatan dan Kenikmatan dalam beramal dan beribadah kepada Allah. Semoga Ramadhan kali ini mengajar kita untuk ikhlas dan terus istiqamah dalam beribadat. Aminnn
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There are so many places in Malaysia that has its own unique and mesmerizing view waiting to be explored by a part-time traveller just like me. However, those places sometime no need to be planned to go. What we need is just a handfull of courage and some cash to treat our vehicle with a tankful of fuel. What I like the most about unplanned travel is that I do not need to worry about any unexpected things because I love mystery and have my guard down on whatever coming my way. No need maps just waze and let it show us the unexplored new route for us to discover and experience all the way.
To receive a wedding invitation from a special friend of mine is the most exciting feeling I have ever felt this year. I have been waiting for her invitation actually and I am so so happy when I knew that she was going to get married this year 2023.
And guess what, her wedding date is the date that I wish I could do better and never ever feeling regret about. However, to be truth, I have been learnt to accept the fate gratefully with an open heart. It is not my ability to put out the flame that still burning brightly even I have removed all the contribution source. I am doing all my best but realized in the end of the day only He deserves and able to help me to put out those flames. I am sincerely happy with the flame which has been taught me a lot. I am also very grateful because Allah does not grant my prayer yet just to make sure that I had learnt my lesson well and to prepare myself the best towards more majestic future.
Being having to travel to different country would be much more deep journey to experience. I never ever dream to travel and have a wonderful tour of my soul and heart into a land full of fascinating and remarkable history of our beloved Rasulullah. To experience and seen those places with my own eyes captivated my heart as well. I was very deep in love with those places eventhough only history left but the it has eventually captured my deepest feelings. I would love to share more about my experience in here one day and hopefully, I have the opportunity to come back here again. InshaaAllah....
Assalamualaikum wbt.
I hope you all have a great day ahead. Today is my special day for me, and I would like to make a cliche speech to congratulate my parents for raising a magnificient daughter. I would never be here without their incredible support system for the past decades. I would like to thank my siblings for their tolerance, guidance, help and motivational words, which make me stronger every day. And foremost, I would like to say Alhamdulillah to my stronghold creator wo has guided me through thick nad thin in life. I have been through various test from the smallest to the biggest, and I am grateful for each of them. Without those tests, I would not have grown more than ever, Not only has my physical been strengthened, but the most crucial is my soul. Even though it has been shattered, I have explored many fabulous and amazing things ahead.
However, with those happy and delightful memories, I would also like to share how I am feeling now, the real feeling. Actually, I do not feel so fine. Seeing my friends of the same age sending off their cute, adorable children to school makes me realize how slow my life has been. I am supposed to experience the same phase, but I could not make it happen. Birthdays should be a memorable day; having a coffee date at least, but I have never had that kind of birthday date. It is sad, but I believe it is filled with blessings in disguise.
Sabar, Sabar dan Sabar....Those are the only words that can help me get through this.
InshaaAllah, more glorious moment are coming up. Have faith in your Creator...
