BadDay Post

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I hope you all have a great day ahead. Today is my special day for me, and I would like to make a cliche speech to congratulate my parents for raising a magnificient daughter. I would never be here without their incredible support system for the past decades. I would like to thank my siblings for their tolerance, guidance, help and motivational words, which make me stronger every day. And foremost, I would like to say Alhamdulillah to my stronghold creator wo has guided me through thick nad thin in life. I have been through various test from the smallest to the biggest, and I am grateful for each of them. Without those tests, I would not have grown more than ever, Not only has my physical been strengthened, but the most crucial is my soul. Even though it has been shattered, I have explored many fabulous and amazing things ahead.

However, with those happy and delightful memories, I would also like to share how I am feeling now, the real feeling. Actually, I do not feel so fine. Seeing my friends of the same age sending off their cute, adorable children to school makes me realize how slow my life has been. I am supposed to experience the same phase, but I could not make it happen. Birthdays should be a memorable day; having a coffee date at least, but I have never had that kind of birthday date. It is sad, but I believe it is filled with blessings in disguise.

Sabar, Sabar dan Sabar....Those are the only words that can help me get through this.

InshaaAllah, more glorious moment are coming up. Have faith in your Creator...

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HAPPY WORKING SATUR.DAY

 Saturday for me is a saturated excitement and escape weekend but somehow, there is a day in a month that require me to stick my eyes to the screen. It's a training day. So here I am for today, I am working.

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DEEP CONVERSATION WITH MR. I

Recently, I became aware that Mr. I was trying to have a deep conversation with me. He gave me quotes, advice, and fun facts, which made me feel like he was really into me (I know, it's a bit conceited of me).

I think Mr. I is really cute, and his conversations always make me smile from dawn until sunset. However, recently our conversations have turned into something more serious and complex. They are full of disappointment, heartbreak, narcissism, and misunderstandings. I cannot bear to receive all of these negative feelings, which leave me feeling suffocated and with a heavy heart. My heart feels like an empty space that is weighed down by an indescribable burden.

I have no heart to offer. I lost it in my journey, and it's been a long, lonely road. It is empty, but the burden it carries is massive.

Thanks to ChatGPT for providing me with better words.

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