Monday, August 31, 2009

mY beLOvEd fAmiLy

i miss my family so much...i really wanna break fast with my family....eating a lot of mom delicious cook...but i have to stay here...eating alone...with my frens...it was very sad...i'm homesick!!!

well,dis is my mom n my dad...luv them so much...a very sweet couple...



ok...dis is my sister...if she noe i put dis pic in my blog...she going to piss off...haha! sori la sis...dis is the only pic that i've got...

and dis is my brother...he's cool i think...sometime control macho...well,as normal...guy..hihi! he is the most xtive in my fmily..




and dis is my youngest brother...a bit spoil (mnje) but he really good in cmputer...counter strike,delta force all he's very good in playing...kdng2 ade la gak soh ajar men tp aq x bleh la nak men game tu...hehehe! men lumba kete tau lar...juare ni...huhuhu!


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Friday, August 21, 2009

DiscriMinaTioN oVeR thE waY You Look


I just watched this movie...it's give me a few of lessons to learn...it's a romantic comedy movie...with romantic scene that you don't wanna miss...act, i wanna talk about how people judge a person...internal or external...and dis movie showed that most of the people judge EXTERNAL...sometime i did the samething too...and i realised that i shouldn't be like that...in dis movie,Penelope suffered a lot because of her ugly look...i understand how she felt because I'm in the ugly group too...its pathetic to admit that we are ugly...but how come i wanna say that i'm pretty if the fact is i'm not...after that i realised that i shouldn't judge a person externally only...i start to judge internally no matter how they look like...fat,dark skin,face with lot of pimple,and etc...i don't mind about that...in fact,i respect them the most more than i respect a more lucky person with a pretty and handsome look...i hate discrimination...i hate people out there that like to insult a person bcoz of their look...
well, ni citer pathetic aq kot...bnde ni slalu jd kat aq...dorang mmng diskriminasi lar...ade ke ptut lyn pelanggan melalui rupa...aq pling bnci klau g kafe nak bli makanan...lbih2 ag klau ramai org kt kedai 2...aku la yg akan jadi org last yg dpt bli even aq datang awal pn sbb aq ni org yg x menarik kot...people are cruel,mean and bizarre...benci giler ar...tapi nsib bek aq ni penyabar...mulut aq bleh kontrol ag lar...klau mak aq dah lme kne sound...mak aq garang n tegas la gak...tapi sayang...aq x ikut sifat tegas mak aq...2 sbb org len sedap2 je pijak pale aq...apelah...(T.T) cdih aq...sob5x

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thE dIrtY wHorEs: Don'T chOOsE thE blAcK pAtH!!


Well, aq bru tngok cite ni smlm...cam teruk la gak...boleh dkatekan 18sx...bnyak aksi ganas...cam x sesuai je ditayangkan kt Malaysia ni...dialog pn bnyak mencarut...ni bukan hollywood ok...ni Malaysia...nak wat movie pn wat la movie yg mmbngunkan minda...mmbuatkan penonton 2 brfikir walaupun citernye dah abis...dh la mcm x ade ending...trgantung...aku rase shamsul yusof tu nak wat bohsia 2 la...likefather like son la kan...bapak die pn suke wat movie yg ade sekuel...anaknye pn msti same...hahaha!!! aku x nampak la ape pngajarannye dalam citer ni...wat movie utk dapat untung je...nak wat ape...patut la org Malaysia ni brfikiran cetek...malas nak brfikir...aku ngaku lar,aku pn same kot...cepat nak terpengaruh...
come on la man!! dunia ni dah nak kiamat...stop la wat bende2 yg merepek...mari brsama-sama kita memartabatkan islam...cam yg Syeikh Muszaphar ckap tu..."ISLAM IS THE WAY OF LIFE"...Aku ni islamic la gak...org kate cam islamic otai...tp x ade la otai mne pn...aku sedar sape aku...hanyalah hamba Allah yg kerdil...

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Friday, August 14, 2009

my FirSt enGIneerIng drAWinG



~~Weeee....akhirnya aq brjaya hasilkan sndiri LK ni...dlu,time skolah,aq slalu jeles tngok bdk tekno bwk ke hulu ke hilir LK dorang...tp ari ni aq brjaye siapkan LK aq sndri...gne autocad lg tu...lme gak lar bru bleh wat...tp ble aq dah start wat,aq jd addicted...x bleh berenti wat bnde 2...aq mmng ske lar lkis2 ni...tp aq pn x tau npe aq x amik tekno mse form 4 dlu...tp akhirnya aq blaja gak kn bnde y aq ske ni...i'm very grateful...nnti aq ltk gmbr exercise LK aq yg dah siap...woohoo!!!...layout ni ag print sndri tau...yuhu!
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Thursday, August 13, 2009

I loose my burdened!!

ari ni burdened aq kurang ckit ble aq dpt install autocad dlm laptop aq...i am so epi u noe...i was excited in finishing my orthographic and isometric...i was preoccupied with it...i like LK...hope i can score during final...well act,i need to tell u sumting...it is about myself... i lost my confident...i feel so weak and nothing special about me...i'm easily get jealous and all the envy fill up my soul...i fell jealous with all the skinny gals n boys...all the pretty gals n hnsome guys...all the intelligent people...i dun noe why,but its keep pushing me n sumtime i fell desperate n throw up all the food that i i've been eaten...am i anorexian...impossible!! anorexian are those extreme skinny person right...like a dead man walking...haha!! but i'm not like that...i'm a GENDUT gal...hik3x...wei!!ngaku!!!...ish4x... i need to sedar diri...i noe who i am...huhu!~

hurm....bru aq pasan yg aq ni slalu kne buli wei...kne buli ngn kwn2 aq sndri...they like to fooling me around...i noe they are better than me...what can i do....i am so sad...i really dun have a lot of friends...i've got a few only...but just a few days ago, i realised sumthing...all of my frens are the best frens ever...i still cntact with them...i always pray that Allah gives me very best frens...and the result,i've got good frens eventhough juz a few bcoz good frens hard to be found right... i am gratefull that my frens are not a backstabber...but my siblings,i dun noe...i live in boarding skul since 13 years old...and i'm not spending a lot of time with my siblings...that's why its a bit renggang between us...i juz hope that someday i can spend time hanging out together with my siblings maybe in sunway pyramid,midvalley,times square or maybe klcc...i really want to go to those places with them....yeah,someday...

have u ever missing someone other than ur own family?...4 me...yap...and its hurt to miss someone that never even think of u...not even once...i dun think any one out there missing me...impossible beb...who want to miss this pathetic gal...hellloww!!!in ur dream!!!sumer same jew!!!menyampah~!!!dah meluat n bosan aq ngn situasi yg same...x penah nak faham...adoi!!!! i am SAD!!!!!!!!!!(T.T)

hah! lpe lak aq nak citer...smalam aq smbng ngn kwn2 klas aq...umah dier klau aq x silap kat klang dkat ngn uitm shsh alam...pas2 dier pn bkk la citer psl uitm 2...dier ckp kat uitm shah alam 2 mmng ssah la ko nak jmpe pmpuan yg pkai bju kurung...yg brtudung pn ssah nak jmpe...tp klau kt ump ni dier bju kurung tu mmng pakaian majoriti...pakaian yg seksi2 pn aq x penah jmpe ag lar spnjng dok cni...aq pn x tau tp ump ni aq rse cam u kg...mmng ramai org kl kt cni tp kan dorang pn segan nak pkai vouge2 kt cni...alahai, nsib bek aq x dpt kt uitm shah alam 2....klau x, x tau la ape nak jd ngn aq kt sne...aq ni dah la snng nak influence ngn keadaan prsekitaran...maybe Allah nak slmtkan aq so takdir aq kt ump ni....alhmdulillah..maybe klau kt sne,bleh jd aq akn jd berulat-ulat cm org len...sosial...i dun noe about that...sbb future is unpredictable but we can control it...control freak beb!!! lg satu, org kl sume x bleh caye la wei...
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Monday, August 10, 2009

I've Made It!!!!

yo!..salam to everybody...act,i feel so great today...like a regenerate person...i feel fresh!!haha...u noe,i've made it...i dun remember it anymore...i'm totally neutralized...yeahhh!!!!
what a lovely moment...but some other thing burdened my head...when i feel relieved there would be other things keep me upset...u noe,my ptptn docunent is not settle yet...many time i went to faculty office to see my PA but she always not at her office...what make her so bz...then u noe my fren tell me to find another lcturers...not wait 4 my PA...act,what is the use of my PA..bek x yah bg PA...pas2,ade lg hal yg mmbertakn pale aq...LK 2 nak kne anta minggu ni gak...ari khamis ni...ade markah plak 2...klau manually,mmng aq x de hal la aq nak anta...ni ko tau aq kne wat dlm autocad 2...and then kne print...ko tau,nak gne autocad 2 bkn snng...klau folder 2 tbe2 x bleh bkk,bkanke probs bsar...aq pn plik npe lar ssah sngt aq nak gne autocad 2...sbb aq dok blakang ke yg ssah sngt nak msuk ilmu 2..tp prima yg dok sblah aq 2 bleh plak wat...lg bgus dier nye orthographic 2...dah wat isometric pn...aq nyesal x msukkan autocad ri2...dah jmpe,tp aq yg ngade2 x nak msukkn...huhu! patheticnye aq ni...well,i have to fighting....
FIGHTING SARA...U CAN DO IT...
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Sunday, August 9, 2009

waduh-waduh!!

wow,cntiknyer warna font ni...i'm in pink...
cdihnye dok kt UMP ni...dah la jaoh dri fmili...aq wndu kat mak n ayah aq...huhuhu!!...bosannye dok cni...klau aq anak orang kaya,aq rse tmpt aq bkn kt ump ni...msti la kt ipts kn...limkokwing ke,segi ke,unisel ke...bru ade klas...ptptn pn aq x yah amik...mak aq sndri ckp,klau mak kaya kamu x yah blaja pn x pe...duit dah melambak kn...bleh la jd pngnggur kehormat...dok umah bsar,bilik br aircond...dahsyat la...e2 klau aq anak dato'...bleh la...tp well destiny right...aq lahir dlm kluarga yg sederhana...kne terima la who we are...dorang yg len 2 nk wat cmne kn...Allah dah tntukn nsib dorng better than me...kre syukur la...opps,bru aq tringt nk ckp psl ape...
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