Salam Nuzul Quran 1445H

Today is 17 Ramadhan 2024 which is one of the special day in Ramadhan when our first revelation of holy Quran to our Prophet Muhammad S.A.W by angel Jibril.

I wanted to share my experience hiking up of Mount An-Nur (Gua Hira) where the place of our first revelation of holy Quran is taken place. The journey went up to Mount An-Nur has given me the most wonderful and spiritual journey as I can experience myself on the hardship of our Prophet Muhammad S.A.W going up to "bertafakur" inside Gua Hira.

I went there with my fellow Jemaah of about 10 people have also join the journey. Only a few people have succeded to reach on the top and I was the first team reached. Gua Hira is located on the top which has taken about an hour to be reached. I am so lucky to be the only jemaah who could make it to be inside of Gua Hira. The other jemaah has succeded to reach the top but due to crowded situation inside there, they decided not to get inside. The journey started after Asar and I have reach Gua Hira during Maghrib. I can see Masjidil Haram from the top of the mountain. It was a magnificient view and I can say once a lifetime experience. I also had the chance to pray Maghrib on the top. While enjoying the view alone, I received a call from one of my jemaah who is on their way down. I immediately pack my stuff and ready to go down. It only took about 30 minutes to reach down there. One of the jemaah has also said to me:

"Cepatnya Sarah sampai, tadi call kan kat puncak lagi. Kami ni dah otw turun. Tapi bila sampai bawah sama2 sampai. Kau terbang ke Sarah"

Hahaha...yeah I am flying without wing. I believe one day, after the hardship of life, I would flying freely in the air. InshaaAllah...Aminnn

I am now editing a video of my journey up to Jabal An-Nur..once finished, I will post it in here..

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SALAM RAMADHAN 1445H

Hari ini dah masuk hari ke 16 Ramadhan. Dah separuh bulan dah nak raya. Salam Ramadhan buat muslimin muslimat. Diharapkan Ramadhan tahun ini memberi Keberkatan dan Kenikmatan dalam beramal dan beribadah kepada Allah. Semoga Ramadhan kali ini mengajar kita untuk ikhlas dan terus istiqamah dalam beribadat. Aminnn

Checklist Ramadhan 1445H

• Stop Netflix, Kdrama
• Reduce my time in SOCMED but started to constantly share, likes and reposting about Isnajiz genocide in GAZA
• No more weight gain
• Read Al-Quran and translation (tilawah & Tadabbur)
• Learn to cook
• Perform tahajud, perform terawih
• Zikir & Selawat
• Sedekah
• Always smile

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The ImaginARA World

 There are so many places in Malaysia that has its own unique and mesmerizing view waiting to be explored by a part-time traveller just like me. However, those places sometime no need to be planned to go. What we need is just a handfull of courage and some cash to treat our vehicle with a tankful of fuel. What I like the most about unplanned travel is that I do not need to worry about any unexpected things because I love mystery and have my guard down on whatever coming my way. No need maps just waze and let it show us the unexplored new route for us to discover and experience all the way.

To receive a wedding invitation from a special friend of mine is the most exciting feeling I have ever felt this year. I have been waiting for her invitation actually and I am so so happy when I knew that she was going to get married this year 2023. 

And guess what, her wedding date is the date that I wish I could do better and never ever feeling regret about. However, to be truth, I have been learnt to accept the fate gratefully with an open heart. It is not my ability to put out the flame that still burning brightly even I have removed all the contribution source. I am doing all my best but realized in the end of the day only He deserves and able to help me to put out those flames. I am sincerely happy with the flame which has been taught me a lot. I am also very grateful because Allah does not grant my prayer yet just to make sure that I had learnt my lesson well and to prepare myself the best towards more majestic future. 

Being having to travel to different country would be much more deep journey to experience. I never ever dream to travel and have a wonderful tour of my soul and heart into a land full of fascinating and remarkable history of our beloved Rasulullah. To experience and seen those places with my own eyes captivated my heart as well. I was very deep in love with those places eventhough only memory left but it has eventually captured my deepest feelings. I would love to share more about my experience in here one day and hopefully, I have the opportunity to come back there again. InshaaAllah....

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BadDay Post

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I hope you all have a great day ahead. Today is my special day for me, and I would like to make a cliche speech to congratulate my parents for raising a magnificient daughter. I would never be here without their incredible support system for the past decades. I would like to thank my siblings for their tolerance, guidance, help and motivational words, which make me stronger every day. And foremost, I would like to say Alhamdulillah to my stronghold creator wo has guided me through thick nad thin in life. I have been through various test from the smallest to the biggest, and I am grateful for each of them. Without those tests, I would not have grown more than ever, Not only has my physical been strengthened, but the most crucial is my soul. Even though it has been shattered, I have explored many fabulous and amazing things ahead.

However, with those happy and delightful memories, I would also like to share how I am feeling now, the real feeling. Actually, I do not feel so fine. Seeing my friends of the same age sending off their cute, adorable children to school makes me realize how slow my life has been. I am supposed to experience the same phase, but I could not make it happen. Birthdays should be a memorable day; having a coffee date at least, but I have never had that kind of birthday date. It is sad, but I believe it is filled with blessings in disguise.

Sabar, Sabar dan Sabar....Those are the only words that can help me get through this.

InshaaAllah, more glorious moment are coming up. Have faith in your Creator...

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HAPPY WORKING SATUR.DAY

 Saturday for me is a saturated excitement and escape weekend but somehow, there is a day in a month that require me to stick my eyes to the screen. It's a training day. So here I am for today, I am working.

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DEEP CONVERSATION WITH MR. I

Recently, I became aware that Mr. I was trying to have a deep conversation with me. He gave me quotes, advice, and fun facts, which made me feel like he was really into me (I know, it's a bit conceited of me).

I think Mr. I is really cute, and his conversations always make me smile from dawn until sunset. However, recently our conversations have turned into something more serious and complex. They are full of disappointment, heartbreak, narcissism, and misunderstandings. I cannot bear to receive all of these negative feelings, which leave me feeling suffocated and with a heavy heart. My heart feels like an empty space that is weighed down by an indescribable burden.

I have no heart to offer. I lost it in my journey, and it's been a long, lonely road. It is empty, but the burden it carries is massive.

Thanks to ChatGPT for providing me with better words.

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Aidilfitri 2022 (Syawal 1443H)

Today is 27th Syawal, fast forward from the unexpected first day of raya. There were a lot of photos I wanna share from day 30 Ramadhan 1443H until day 7 Syawal 1443H. But I am more comfortable to share in here. So dear my beloved reader(s), stalker or maybe secret admirer (ade ke? 😅) out there if you happened to read my entry. I guess you are lucky enough. I am not sharing my raya photos anywhere else, neither in IG, nor in FB or in Whatsapp.

My journey way back to kampung in Kg. Keseng, Kuala Besar had taken place a day before unexpected date of raya was announced the night before. We left Sungkai after dawn at 8.00am on 1 May 2022. Luckily, we left earlier that morning. Packed up all the baju raya and then, loaded in car after Subuh. The weather that morning is very beautiful, with the sun shone brightly and the heat as calm as it seem. It was a very smooth journey. We chose to use alternative route rather than usual expressway to avoid traffic congestion which might slowed down our journey. And Alhamdulillah, our wise choice never been wrong. We arrived at Kampung after 12 hours trip. Let us stop writing and let us start uploading my favourite raya photos. 

These are the photos before our departure on 30 Ramadhan 1443H (1 May 2022). Just in front our lovely "Villa"

These are the photos on the first day of Raya 1 Syawal 1443H (2 May 2022). I was with my third youngest cousin, Azraf and also with my ayahcik's family and maklang. Actually, I have proposed my family the theme colour for raya this year was white but my sister did not approved so that was why the white has change to increase its intensity a bit to nude gold. (Maybe I can reuse this baju raya for my "Bertunang" or maybe "akad nikah"...Aminnnn hehehe 😁)

These are the photos that we have made time to visit our close relatives around Kota Bharu. We have made to visit a total of 4 houses for that day. They are my granny's besan & siblings which are my Tok2 saudara.

House No. 1

House No. 2

House No. 3

House No. 4

This is a special selfie photo with my adorable Makteh

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