Hi guys, it has been a while. I Miss you so much. I had a problem before with my blog. Fortunately, it was just that I forgot which account I used for this wonderful blog.
So today, I would like to share my thought that I have kept for a week.
First of all, I just don’t know how to put this kind of bizarre feeling into words. My keyboard seems dusty without being used for a while. I was busy handling my emotional breakdown recently. Every night anticipates to be delighted but it’s seemed faded away.
Day after day, it will be gone forever together with untouchable, unforeseen, and invisible one-sided feelings. I just wanted to make this note longer and more fascinating to be read. As a memory to be kept in here and not to be forgotten forever. This note must be clear, concise, understandable, and transparent to touch the reader’s heart. What is wrong with me, that is the right question to ask as an introduction to this note.
I have told myself one fine day. Just let your heart lead the way. Stop hindering your feeling. Giving yourself a chance to love without being loved is insane. No one ever wanted to be chosen as one. It is going to hurt badly but believe me you have been chosen and destined to be born just to be hurt because Allah wanted you to gain as many Pahala as you can with your patience, sacrifice, and pain you’ve been put through.
You are deserving to get what your heart needs. I know you have had the worst experience ever but it doesn’t mean you don’t stand a chance to embrace happiness. However, everyone knows waiting is the last thing to have existed in one’s life full of agony, heart-wrenching, and horrible pain. I have let myself weep over this, but my tears seem to dry out. Together with my brittle hopes. This note is a way to avoid me from writing ridiculous statuses that might raise the temptation of netizens to spread the wrong assumption which could lead me into deep misery.
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