Sunday, December 14, 2014

Fasa yAng MeNcabar

Assalamualaikum wbt & evening everyone......

Nothing awesome...just a few of my friends are now a happily married couple....that is why everything is become a challenging phase...emotionally and physically...Wish u all the best in your career and your new wonderful little family....May Allah bless u all the way through pain and gain...INSHAAALLAH....

bukan apa...bila melihat kawan2 sebaya yang dah mula melangkah jauh...hati ini ada juga tertanya2....bila aku akan ada cerita gempak sendiri...dari jauh hanya melihat kegempakan cerita orang lain...ada waktunya teringin juga ingin mengetahui cerita gempak sendiri yang tak tahu lagi apa bakal menanti....

tiada nada sinis atau hasad disini....yang ada cuma perasaan ingin tahu yang membuak2...yang teringin untuk meninggalkan jasad ini di sini dan menghantar jiwa jauh ke masa depan....meneroka setiap spektrum waktu yang bergerak mengalahkan halilintar membadai bumi membelah lautan....

dalam pada jasad terasa kosong....ada bisikan halus 'bodach' yang bernyanyi di hujung cuping telinga meresap jauh pada jiwa yang memberontak...lalu tercetuslah dimensi KAU dan AKU....mula meronta-ronta serta menengking-menengking INSAN yang tidak patut dipelakukan sedemikian...namun atas kesedaran iman yang tinggal secebis, tertiup juga api amarah lalu memadamkan jiwa yang terasuk menjadi aman....keampunan dipinta tanpa rasa malu atau luka...kesalahan tanpa disedari kadang-kadang dapat membuatkan jiwa yang haus mencapai tahap kematangan luar biasa...sama ada bakal mengulangi kesalahan sama...atau jiwa dan iman yang masih suci dapat mematahkan nafsu yang sering kali ingin menjadi JAHAT....

Itulah kata hati aku untuk malam ahad yang hening ni...hanya diri ini yang dapat merungkai maksud tersirat....semoga apa yang berlaku pada hari ini menjadi medan perubahan diri...AMIN

btw...terima lah gambar kenangan dalam koleksi sndiri...aku tak pasti sama ada pernah post ke tak gambar ni......walau bagaimanapun....aku cuma nak bagi tau yang ini lah pasangan pengantin baru untuk hari ini....
Puan Afitah & En. Fitri serta gambar bawah; Puan Ain & En. Yasin....










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Saturday, December 6, 2014

BerAkhir SuDah HaRapAn

Assalamualaikum wbt & selamat malam semua!!!

Hi Guys!!! ooopss and ladies!!! I really miss all of u...rindu sangat2 beb....bukan apa...sebab dah lama tak exercise jari ni...rasa macam dah keras pula sebab dah lama sangat tak menaip kan...lama ke?? ada la dalam sebulan lebih kot...hehe

FYI....untuk pengetahuan semua...sebenarnya aku dah janji dengan diri aku sendiri yang kalau aku tak dapat apa2 respon 2 minngu lepas...aku janji yang aku akan menulis blog pasal kekecewaan yang aku hadapi...see...patutnya aku dah tulis ni 2 minggu lepas lagi tau...tapi tu la...sikap bertangguh aku ni tak boleh nak ubat...susah la kalau dah ada penyakit ni...semua benda jadi slow....apa benda pun tak jadi...

Actually....sebenarnya....2 minggu lepas kawan paling sempoi aku...cik fatin adnin@ad ada call aku menyatakan company yang dia baru start kerja nak pakai orang....kerja kerani tapak....ad call ari tu...tapi esoknya bos dia nak jumpa untuk temuduga terus...aku pn macam serba salah la...dalam hati apa2 tawaran interview semua aku nak pergi...tapi tu la...kenderaan tu susah sikit...dan lepas cerita kat ayah aku...Alhamdulillah, ayah aku cakap die boleh tolong hantar aku...siap ambil EL lagi semata-mata nak anta anak die pergi interview kat kuala kangsar....terima kasih abah sebab berkorban untuk kakngah...tapi kakngah minta maaf la sebab interview tu tak berjaya....huhuhu sedih sangat2...terima kasih juga buat ad sebab sanggup luangkan masa jemput kami dengan motor besarnye terus ke pejabat die kerja....vrommm2...

yang seronoknya....ad siap bawa aku naik motor die lagi tu....hehehe like dream come true...sebelum ni aku pernah tengok ad post gambar motor die kat FB...dalam hati...ishhh, kan best kalau aku dapat naik motor tu...rasa ala2 sembilu gitu...hehehe aku mengaku yang aku ni sebenarnya gayat sangat kalau naik motor...kat rumah pun mane ade motor...tu sebab tak biasa...aku rasa macam nak jatuh je...tapi bila naik motor dengan ad...untuk pertama kalinya...aku rasa selamat sangat....ad sangat pro bila bawa motor...die nampak macam gadis yang macho dengan helmet die yang cool...masih terbayang2 lagi dalam kepala ni...betapa masyuknya dapat naik moto jalan2 kat kuala kangsar....tq skali lagi buat ad sebab die mengubati fobia aku selama ni....mungkin lepas ni kalau aku dapat kerja...kumpul duit...aku bercita2 nak beli motor macam ad gak...hehehe amin....InshaaAllah....tapi aku tak sure motor jenis apa...yang aku tau kawasaki je...ahh, tak kisah la...asal kawasaki aku dah suka....hehehe

Btw...sebelum aku terlupa....dan sebelum maharaja lawak mega nak start....aku nak mengucapkan tahniah pada kawan2 sekolah aku masa semesti dulu yang dah pun melalui fasa baru dalam hidup berumahtangga...selamat pengantin baru kome....ramai yang dah nk kahwin...bertunang lagi la ramai...hehehe
tak sangka kome boleh kahwin kan...masa sekolah dulu tak ada pun kapel bagaii nak rak...tapi Alhamdulillah la, ke jinjang pelamin juga...itu la yang terbaik aku rasa...yelahh...daripada satu sekolah tau tapi last2 tak ada apa2 baik senyap2...tngok2 dah kahwin kan...heeee

dah settle majlis semua, jangan lupa amik gambo berdua dalam kereta yer....aku rase itu la gambo wajib yang akan di post di fb sebaik sahaja dah kahwin...dah banyak kali aku tengok, lepas je kahwin...gambo dalam kereta berdua tu mesti ada...bukan nak kutuk bukan nak apa....tapi sebenarnya nanti kalau aku dah kahwin pun aku nak buat gitu....hahahaha

Peace!!! byee....



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Wednesday, October 29, 2014

AkU seOranG peNgaNgGur

Tajuk yang biasa aku dengar sebelum ini kedengaran biasa....kedengaran pelik pun ada....yelah, biasanya....aku seorang penghibur...tak pun aku seorang perindu...sangat biasa kita dengar kan....

tapi hari ni...aku nak tulis kisah aku sebagai penganggur....maaf sekiranya bahasa aku kedengaran terlalu puitis untuk di baca...bukan apa...sebab sekarang di TV banyak iklan bulan bahasa kebangsaan dicanang di radio-radio malah di dada-dada akhbar....jadi tak salah kalau aku nak menajamkan lagi kemahiran bahasa melayu aku yang semakin berkarat ni....dulu masa SPM, karangan akulah yang selalu jadi contoh....bukan sejak SPM saja...malah sejak PMR lagi...

tangan aku ini rasa gatal-gatal pula nak menaip papan kekunci komputer riba kesayangan aku ini...sebenarnya, aku nak letak gambar saja...tapi memandangkan blog untuk menulis jadi aku tak nak lah salah guna medium yang diberi...hehe Ohh, sebelum aku terlupa...dalam bahasa melayu sebenarnya tak ada perkataan PENGHAWA DINGIN....perkataan betul yang kita kena sebut ialah PENYAMAN UDARA....
emm, mesti ramai yang tak tau kan...tapi itu la hakikatnya....melayu sekarang dah tak melayu...termasuklah aku sendiri...ishhhhh3x

Baiklah...sebelum aku menulis lebih banyak dan akan menyebabkan kebosanan.....lebih baik aku letak dulu gambar yang aku cakap tadi ya....izinkan aku mengundur diri terlebih dahulu.....
Salam kawan-kawan....


ini aktiviti pertama aku selepas bergelar penganggur....berkelah ke felda residence hot spring bersama adik dan kakak kesayangan....hehe tempat ini menarik juga la...tapi sotong yang menyeramkan tu dah kena roboh atas sebab keselamatan dan keamanan katanya...yelah, sebelum ni aku pernah dengar, masa tempat ni dibuka secara rasminya, waktu buka sampai malam tau...dan ada la cerita yang ada orang nampak pontianak duduk kat sotong tu...meremang bulu roma aku...tapi sayang dirobohkan sotong tu....sotong tu boleh jadi tarikan yang menarik untuk tempat ni...sebab masa aku pergi hari tu ada la seorang pengunjung ni yang tanya aku sotong besar tu...nasib baiklah aku dah google dulu pasal sotong misteri ni...dan aku jawablah yang sotong tu dah kena roboh....masa aku google tu, secara seriusnya, walau dalam gambar memang nampak seram....kalau nak tau, google la sendiri...aku tak nak letak dalam blog ni sebab nanti sotong tu menghantui pula blog aku ni...kihkihkih


dan ini pula aktiviti beberapa minggu selepas itu.....aku dapat kesempatan pergi ke tampat VIP KLIA....hehehe aku tak pasti nama tempat ni...tapi yang aku dengar katanya tempat ni la yang orang dok sibuk cakap yang kompleks bunga raya tu....sampai juga aku ke sana yer....wehuuu yang ni kebetulan saja sebenarnya...masa pergi rumah wan alang aku kat bentong...kebetulan esoknya, keluarga wan alang nak menghantar anak saudara beliau belajar kat UK tak silap aku...katanya nak ambil master kat sana....hebatkan?...hehe orang bijak pandai dan berkeyakinan...mestilah boleh dapat tawaran dari universiti oversea katakan....emmm, untung la dilahirkan bijak pandai....


ni pula gambar di ruang legarnya....bersama wan alang, tok alang, maklong as, bibik, ayah dan mak aku dan montel gebu arisa...kalau korang nak tau...tandas dia memang ekslusif la...aku masuk pun terkejut sebab ingatkan salah bilik ke apa...rupanya tandas die yang ekslusif sangat...tak sempat nak ambil gambar sebab mana la aku tau yang tandas dia cantik....mana bawa kamera....hehe dan terlupa pula nak cerita....masa nak masuk ke tempat VIP ni...ada la satu peristiwa yang agak memalukan juga lah...nak dijadikan cerita, nak masuk tempat ni kena tinggalkan IC...masa tu juga la aku terlupa bawa IC sebab IC aku dalam beg lain...masa tu dalam hati dah terdetik dah...tak apa la...tak yah masuk pun tak apa la...dah tak ada rezeki...tapi nasib baik lah ada geng yang tak bawa juga...dan ada pengiring VIP yang baik hati berunding dengan polis dekat kaunter depan tu...dapat la juga aku masuk akhirnya...Alhamdulillah, rezeki Allah bagi....pertolongan dari Allah...hehehe


tu la anak saudara wan alang aku....namanya Omar...aku kenal dia sejak sekolah rendah lagi...sebab sedekad yang lepas, aku pernah pergi rumah dia...tapi tak pernah bersembang langsung pun...dia pemalu aku pun pemalu, akhirnya senyap jela...kalau jumpa pun gitu2 jela...dia memang smart, ada karisma tersendiri...dalam keluarga dia, dia la yang paling handsome...hehehe masa kecil-kecil dulu lagi comel...tapi sekarang bila dah besar dah tak comel sangat dah...jadi handsomke pula...kuikuikui 

hahh?? apa dia? emmm, dia dah ada buah hati la...masa nak menghantar dia hari tu, buah hati dia pun ada sekali....biasa-biasa je gadis tu cuma nampak ada karisma dan berpendidikan juga macam dia...sesuai la...mungkin anak VIP juga...habis belajar nanti mungkin terus kahwin la tu...tak pun, tak abis belajar lagi dah bertunang...hehe tu la orang zaman sekarang...semua kahwin muda2...masa nak menghantar omar ke bilik yang menuju terus ke kapal terbang...ada la adegan sweet2 gitu...access aku sampai ke bilik VIP tu je...tak sampai ke kapal terbang...keluarga rapat dia ada la access terus ke kapal terbang...buah hati dia pun sampai bilik VIP je...masa nak pergi dah, die sempat la berpaling pada buah hatinya...dan kemudian dia memberikan flying kiss yang paling sweet sekali....buah hati dia nampak malu-malu tapi dalam hati mesti bahagia gila kan...untunglah ada buah hati romantik ala-ala drama gitu...masa aku tengok tu dalam hati terdetik...alangkah baiknya kalau flying kiss tu untuk aku....mahu aku cair kat situ juga, tak pun pengsan terus sebab kegembiraan....tempoh pengajian tak silap aku 2 tahun je...tak lah lama sangat...pejam celik tengok2 dah abis belajar...dan ada la pula majlis resepsi nanti @ kenduri kahwin....orang VIP panggil majlis resepsi...kita yang biasa2 ni yang panggil kenduri kahwin....hehehe


Ngimau JayBee bakal mengaum tak lama lagi.....nantikan kemunculan nya...aummmmmm!!!!

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Thursday, March 6, 2014

My ONG number is GoNe....oh NOOO!!!

I was like a crazy woman just now....falling my body on my bed in a very frustrated way...and then grasp my hair...tried to pull them out....and was about to scream as loud as I can...but consider it was late at night...and I may interrupt my neighbourhood....I just hold my voice in....fuhhhhh....

what just happened was really disappointed....I just lost one of my lucky number that I really care and love so much.....eventho its rarely on...and I rarely used it since then....it's been a year, but I never missed to reload untill today, i just forgot.....it might be because my hyper thinking on my misery jobless months....so I started to forget a few things that had been my routine before....

Emmm. so poor sarah....I was about to reload last month but unfortunately there was a thought that hold me from doing that....I bet there's blessing in disguise...maybe it was destined to be terminated....or maybe we are not destined to be together...just accept the fact....come on sarah, it was just a few numbers.....don't be sad....

Cheer Up!!

Just an illustration of me when I figured out.....



and this is when I calm down.....hahaha dh ghupe orang kena strok...duck face tak menjadi.....


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Tuesday, January 7, 2014

NeW TitTle in NeW YeAr Eve 2014

Assalamualaikum & a very good day.....

Oh my Allah, oh my Allah, oH my Allah.....I guess not too late to make a new year entry...cause I still excited to had a new title for my new year eve....I am very "happy" and very2 ber SYUKUR....Alhamdulillah....no matter what, what is important is, I still breathing.....being able to eat, sleep and event doing 2 nature things....heeeee

Thanks to every single of you that help me in handling my matter....I know sometimes I think that it was hard to accept anyone help because I am not an easy person to ask for help but easy to help others...it was not because I am an egoistic or selfish but I don't know how to ask help....and truthfully I lost something valuable that all people able to do; being able to be helped....that is the thing that I'm trying to change during this new year 2014......dok pahe ko??? takpo trus baco deh.....

The title I meant here is being an honourable "Joblessness".....hihihi no matter what comes or goes, I should have a faith and confidence that someday, I'll change the title....INSHAA ALLAH......Aminnnnn
Oh yeah!!! keep strong....n pretty...n also cute...heeeee

Life is too short to argue, fight and fell bad....count your blessings....value your friends...and move on with your head held high and a smile for everyone..... 

I miss all my friends and buddies that much....and there is an important event that I cannot celebrate with them anymore....feel sad but where ever you are, I'll always be here....


I miss my old roomates....my bed, my locker even my study table.....


 I miss this park where I used to jog around here....termenung and sort of....


I miss my TC buddies.....


who used to be my Jom Heboh buddies too....


miss my classmates who threw a surprised birthday party for me on my 23rd....your prank Iza is so real....thank you so much ladies....I still keep that happy birthday tag as 'Kenangan'.


last but not least, welcome back to school....heee


 Usha jgn tak usha...mne tau ada yang handsome, macho kacak bergaya just like my Mr. Aaron....ouchhhhh










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Tuesday, November 19, 2013

UseFul TiPs I gUeSS..C-DAY

Salam everybody.......hello all......

It's been "years" I keep hiding from u guys.....neglect and ignore this beautiful and pinkish blog..I've been busy with my life recently...just a "make up" busy.....and I keep this idea for about a month before I have time to write and share it here with you....lets just make it quick and simple....actually, I just want to share some tips on attending your graduation event....what to do and don't.....

FYI, I am officially graduated in civil engineering with environmental in the past October 2013....the warmth of excitement is still there eventhough it was almost a month ago...and all those kind of glorious feeling I'm gonna share here....This is my first time being graduated....I mean that in unofficial way...as I don't have any experience from my sister or relatives in attending any graduation event...this is my first time and surely not my last time....InshaaAllah...it was a bit awkward attended this prestigious event...and I don't even know on what I should prepare for this event....all I know just prepared a gorgeous outfit that turn out to be just ordinary....the excitement of putting that heavy turqoise robe and hood with the square thing that wore on your head (dlm BM pn aq x tau...hehe) was very great....that was the only moment that I realised my hard work years was successfully end....and everything was pay off....ALHAMDULILLAH....that the only way I can say...

And for you guys that that will graduate soon....I want to share a few tips for you guys....these might be useful for you because on that day it gonna be hectic...the things that you should prepare are:

1. make sure you have a very close place to your graduation hall to stay over night or a few nights depend on you...the most effective way is call your university resident hostel as a few universities allow us to rent the room for our convenient...don't hesitate to ask...just make a call and ask....as for me, I only had the courage to call at last minutes when I realised all of the other choices were expensive...

2. make sure you come as early as you can...last minute work was a total bad idea...for those who hates to be in crowded...please come early....there are a lot of work to do such as, pay for the graduation fees, taking the robe and etc....

3. Early photoshoot....make sure you have early photo session with your friends...don't wait until your convocation day....because you might not have the chance to take the photo with your friends as on your big day, all of them are busy with their family.... the beautiful and nice background for your photo will also be full with people on your C-Day....

4. Bring other person such as your cousin, close relative or friend with your parents...when you want to take a family photo...u can simply ask the person to take it for you...or if you have extra penny...bring your own proffesional cameraman.....

5. Last but not least, choose your own bouquet of flower early too....if u already know that someone will definitely give one for you...don't buy it....

Thats all for today entry....these are the best photo that I can share...enjoy!! hahaha...











P/S:  Rindunye UMP...seriusly rindu sangat2...trutama sharing nye....hehehe
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Friday, June 7, 2013

No TitLe aT All...a freeLance wRiting

Assalamualaikum and a very good evening.....before i begin to write i want to wish all a very happy performing maghrib....hehehe just a quick and short enrty maybe....there was too many dreaft in my blog list before this....i just write it half way...and then i was drained in ideas.....i dunno why...maybe too much thinking and too much revengeful feeling make my life at a hard stage.....i will make sure that this entry will not turn out to be a draft anymore....moreover, i think i'm started to write in a formal way...no short form and no harsh words.....hohohoho u want to know why? because my head was spinning for a day after i read one of the blog that full with short form and informal way of writing...despite of english or malay....i'm wondering how the peeps out there reading my blog before this....i bet u head might be spinning for e week....hehehe...sorry, i was exaggerate thing....just an extreme metaphor indicate on annoying i feel....

this entry had no title at all....i just having my idea after i read one of the interesting blog of someone i admire's wife...the barely supermommy blog....i bet those who love to read blog will know who she is...the person i admire is a wellknown person that I know since he's not even involve in the astronout world....the wife of our famous Nescafe and Milo commercial actor @ an astronout....Dato' Dr. Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor....a malaysian should know him....i still remember back in school....most of my friends know him and admire him after he is in top 5 to be selected to go to ISS....but i already know him since he not even expose much in TV...and even he was in early stage for the selection....and because of that astronout thing....i love to run so much...cause i heard that in the early qualification phase, everyone should be able to finish their run at about 3.5km only in 20 minutes....i've been trying so hard and untill now i never yet achieve that record...i wish the ISS program will conduct again....and who knows i'll be the next astronout.....(drooling)...

Ahhh!!! wake up sierra....no time to dream....u are nobody to gain that recognition that everyone dream off....there are a lot i want to share about this story...how we compete with each other to take the photos of him in newspaper everytime a news about him is published in paper....and how annoying of me when i heard of everyone of my schoolmate especially girls talking about him...and as usual...as a plain, fat girl back then....i just keep quiet...didn't say a word at all...just looking at them cutting and paste the picture of him on their locker and table....in a much explainable words is....i back off.....

Well, pass is a passed....now he already married to a beautiful also a doctor...Dr. Halina...already had two cute daughters....there is nothing left for me....just a memory of how i become his hard die fan...i even bought his book...and on my table at home...there are a lot of his pictures and information....but because of there are alot of my stuff back at my room and there is no plenty space to put them...i had to put them on the table...and because of those pictures and information about him is no longer visible to me....i already forget about him...but after i read Dr. Halina blog....my head start to remisniscing about all those memory....

 During his top glam season.....hensem kn????? hehehe....


Last but not least....i wish to marry a doctor too....a DOKTOR CINTA....hahaha juz kidding....it's impossible....and i know where to put myself at....how can i be that when a person that not even a doctor didn't want me...how about the doctor himself (mesti la lagi cerewet)....Ssssshhhh....just cut that crap out...i'm started to write ridiculous things....ok, time to perform solat.....it's already late....see ya!!!

  Already with his top glam family.....cute!!

P/S: Sorry for the used of improper words or grammar...i just write about what was crossing my mind....as long as u understand it is enough.....cause my MUET is only band 3....hihihihihi (pecah rahsia)...



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