SARA-ngHae-Yo

Just a short post from me.....because I couldn't express myself in words...so I just post a 
song dedicated to..........
I'm sorry if this song seems so annoying...you can just simply click stop if you don't like it...thank you!! 

Mungkin kita pernah rasa tentang cinta,
Yang takdirnya bukan untuk kita,
Mungkin ini adalah cara meluah cinta,
Tanpa berkata atau berpandang mata.

Mungkin aku .. mencintaimu walaupun engkau tak pernah tahu,
Mungkin aku .. mencintaimu tanpa lelah atau pun jemu.

I’m sorry but I love you,
I’m sorry if I miss you,
Even if I can’t have you,
You know I’ll always be there for you.

Mungkin kita tak bersama di takdir-Nya,
Tak mengapa asal kau bahagia,

Biar aku .. mencintaimu biar tiada siapa yang tahu,
Biar aku .. mencintaimu dalam diam atau pun bisu,

I’m sorry but I love you,
I’m sorry if I miss you,
Even if I can’t have you,
You know I’ll always be there for you.

I’m sorry but I love you ..

DISAPPOINTED AND SAD =(

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PeNdAM

Petang tadi, aku jalan-jalan kat Facebook....jumpa ramai kawan-kawan tapi tak penah bertegur pun...biasalah tu...aku suke perhati jer gelagat orang2 dlm tu...dan kebanyakannya mesti post pasal luahan hati, perasaan, kegembiraan, kata-kata pujangga etc...baguslah orang-orang yang boleh meluahkan apa yang dia rasa...tapi aku lagi suka PENDAM...membiarkan segala isi hati terus kekal dalam hati....rasa ragu2 nak bercerita...bak kata pepatah...diluah mati bapak, ditelan mati anak.....entah betul entah tak pepatah aku ni....bantai taram jer...hehehhehe

Semenjak 2 menjak ni...aku suka sangat dengar lagu Shahir.....kadang-kadang time kelas...bila dah tak boleh nak fokus...lagu ni mesti terngiang-ngiang dalam telinga aku....lebih-lebih lagi yang tang korus tu....

"Bisik hati ku...lepaskan dirinya....sungguh aku tak bisa....biarkanlah ku sendiri...tanpa kasih di hati....aku tak sanggup pertahankan lagi...cinta yang menyakiti....."

Lagu ni sedih sangat...klip video dia lagi sedih...bila tengok Shahir tu mati tanpa dapat meluahkan apa yang dia rasa...huhuhuuhu...sedih2...(T-T)

PENDAM ni sebenarnya banyak baik dan buruknya....aku memang dah biasa pendam...tapi kadang2 bila satu tahap tu...kalau dah tak boleh pendam lagi...dah tepu....dia meletus memang susah....berendam air mata duyung lah aku....dan lagi teruk boleh jadi DENDAM plak kang ...walau macam mana pun memang dah menjadi normaliti manusia untuk meluahkan apa yang dia rasa....bergantung pada cara masing2 untuk bercerita macam mana....melalui lagu ke....FACEBOOK....DIARI....dan juga BLOG.......tapi kalau selalu meluahkan pun orang akan rasa bosan pulak...banyak benda yang aku pendam selama ni....tak terluah melalui kata2...dalam KELUARGA...dalam BERKAWAN....dalam CINTA...dan etc...aku hanya mampu meluahkan pada YANG MAHA ESA...sebab aku malu nak bercerita pada orang....maklumlah....aku kan PENDIAM....=P

hah!! aku jumpa post baik punye kat Facebook....tersirap aku bila baca...even bukan dalam ayat...just dalam bentuk komik pendek...tapi cukup memberi aku makna yang tersirat....

Kalau ada siapa2 yang tak pernah lagi cakap SAYANG kat bukan mahramnya...korang memang untung...tak payah la nak cakap SAYANG2 ni...memang tak dinafikan naluri manusia yang normal mesti nak juga cakap SAYANG kan....termasuklah AKU....hahahaha!!

Dear my Future Husband,

For my beloved future husband, who ever you are, whenever you are and whatever you are...I LOVE YOU so much...I hope you are also the same...please keep your LOVE only for me...

Your Future Wife...

Poyo tak wat dalam english....bajet kau Sarah...well mana tau bakal suami aku bukan orang Malaysia ke....so nanti kalau dia baca dia faham la....hehehe....aku harap bakal suami aku dapat muncul cepat2...sebab aku tak nak ada perasaan pada orang yang salah....letih....biarlah hati aku untuk bakal suami aku je kan....wahai hati....bersabar lah.....

Okeyh!! that's all...zaijian!!

P/S: Aku attached post ni dengan lagu sekali tau.....dengar lah dulu tau.....kalau bosan....klik je stop....(^^,)V

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a GreatEsT Thanks Post

This post is specially dedicated to my beloved friend, Faizah Nur Wahyu....She is a greatest woman i've ever seen...she's so strong and i'm 100% sure that all her dream will come true one day....

Izah....thank you for a very cute teddy that u gave me on my 22nd birthday....thank you for knowing that i love cute teddy....i don't mind how much it cost...what important to me is this little gift u give me is the most remarkable gift for my birthday...i am so grateful to have a very cute and strong friend like you...you are actually my inspiration...your determination in life taught me lot....i've learn a lot from you....

Dear,

What i need to say to you here is....I REALLY2 LOVE YOU.....and i don't want to lose you....i hope that even you are far away from me....our heart will still be together....Sarah akan jaga teddy yang Izah bagi ni sebaik-baik mungkin....for your information...i already gave a name to my teddy....its name is LALA....I'm sorry cause i couldn't upload LALA picture here as i don't have a nice camera to take LALA picture....when i already have the picture...i'll upload here...i want to show you how cute the teddy u gave me.....

Tadaaaa....this is the one that u gave me....

Now.....Lulu has a new buddy....named LALA..

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HePi BelaTed bDay tO mysELf

My birthday cake!! =)

I just wanna wish myself a very happy belated birthday....may Allah always bless me with a good fortune on my 22nd years of life...I didn't post my entry on my birthday because I was so busy treating my heart and soul....too many things happened a day before and on my birthday....it was a really good experience actually...even though I had to get through a very difficult phase in my life...phewww, crying and thinking about all the tragic thing that happened make me feel stronger....forgetting the past is really excruciating....killer pain...thus I need to let go everything before it is too late because:

"A person who lives with memory is a person who lives in misery."

First of all...I want to thanks to Allah for giving me a chance to live and still breathing in this world...being loved by a warm hearted people all around me is a greatest bless... Thanks also to my mother and father who had sacrifice their life just to make me feel whole and happy....I am sorry because I had done to much sins towards you mom and dad....I promise to myself that I'll try my best to repay all your hard work in rising this naughty and pampered daughter....

Excited slicing the cake....

Thanks also to all my friends for remembering and wishing for my birthday...especially to my roomates; Azni, Zaty and Tirah...not forget to my best friend, Kinah who support for the most delicious and pretty cake......it was marvellous and even Buddy Valastro cannot beat my birthday cake...also to my classmates, Pitah and Eizha for celebrating me on my surprise birthday party planned by Kinah....

Sesi suap menyuap with Pitah....

there are a few stories I wanna share here...the untold stories....

1. On my birthday night, on the way back to my room from library...I bumped with my first year crush walking side by side with another girl....seriously i was damnly jealous with that pretty and skinny girl (maybe) because it was too dark and i cannot really sure how she look like...they giggling with each other and on that moment i told myself..."Sara, u are not suitable with that damn hot and handsome guy...u just a big fat girl trying to get and endless attention..." Feeling like loosing my hero for a moment...but now I'm happy with what I am...=)

2. A few minutes after passing 12.00 am on 18/3/2012, the whole UMP was blacked out....there was no electricity...it happened about 45 minutes I think...I felt like "Ya Allah what is the sign for this blacked out...isn't it's mean that I'm going to face a gloomy birthday? I hope not.."

3. In the silence and darkness of the night...I receive a sms from someone...rejecting me...what??? I've been dump...on my birthday?...Yeah!! that exactly what really happened on my birthday night....I was crying alone in the darkness...luckily it was blacked out...so nobody see me crying that night....it's not that bad actually because I expected this to be happened from the beginning..being only a substitute and replacement is really not cool....I hope i can be the main player next time....

That's is what happened on my 22nd birthday...i post this entry because i want everyone out there to know that confession on your birthday doesn't mean a happy ending....so don'e ever think to confess...just share it with the greatest one..Allah Subhanahu Wa Taa'la....The Most Gracious and Merciful One.......i learn my lesson....Alhamdulillah.....

Alhamdulillah....ari ni kenyang kek....hehehehe

P/S: Thanks to Tirah for the nice taken picture....gambar2 birthday aku ni Tirah amik guna DSLR tau....=)

P/S: Please ignore the back view of the picture ek?? I'm a busy person..so faham2 jela...hahah!!

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mIsS tHeSe oLd tV sEries

i juz finished my third paper today....another one paper left...i'm kinda excited...well coz i can see the view of my home now....i had another three days free bfore my last paper...what i'm gonna do with these 3 days?? stdying.....i'm not a hardcore type of study...i really luv to stdy last minute...procrastinate first...enjoy first..n then burn my midnite oil....really2 not an excellence type....

n then i remember about ump sharing...what else.....donlot la tv series n movies bnyk3......sib bek UMP ni ade sharing site....kome ade x???? hahaha.....snng nk dpt bekalan movies kat cni...lbeyh3 lagi citer korea n jepun....mmng brlambak2...kadang2 aq rase cam UMP ni dah jd medan publisiti artis korea...some sort lar...

the main point bout my entry today is i wanna share some of my old fevret tv series....time aq skolah rendah dulu...mase tu full time kat rumah....masa skolah menengah aq dah x dok umah...dah mnetap kt asrama...lbeyh kurang umo 9-12 tahun lar....time tu drama2 korea ni x meletop lagi...pas winter sonata n autumn in my heart bru la drama korea mula nk meletop....lbeyh kurang era2 cm2 lar....ni lah some of my fevret tv series....

1. X-Files...

kisah pasal 2 agen FBI yg pnah kne culik ngn alien....i really like this couple...they look sweet together....sme2 mmbongkar misteri kewujudan alien....cter ni gak jd feveret series famili aq tau....stiap mnggu msti tngok citer ni sme2 smbil kat ruang tamu smbil ttup lampu...spaya suasana seram tu ade....

2. Popular

aq x bpe ingat citer ni sbb aq x bpe ikot....mse tu aq skolah rendah kot....citer ni tayang tngah2 mlm lak tu...kul 12 lau x clap....mne lar aq x ikot sngat...yg aq tau citer ni pasal bdak high school....

3. Dawson's Creek

ni pon sme....sme spesis ngn citer popular td...mse ni katie holmes sweet sngt...mmng mde remaja lg...tp skang dah jd mak dah len...aura tu dah brubah...act dawson's creek ni nme tmpat...kat canada lau x clap aq...

4. Angel

ni plak citer pasal vampire....i really like the hero....he's kinda macho and cool...with his innocent look....citer ni fevret aq ngn kakak aq...mse skolah dlu kan ari jumaat tu time utk bsuh kasut ptih aq tu...so mlm tu aq cpt2 bsuh kasut spaya x trlepas citer angel ni....i still remeber that memory...

5. Gilmore Girls

aq suka tngok citer ni sebab aq suka tngok pelakon pompuan nye...alexis bledis...kiut sngt....sngt simple and not so sexy...lagi satu pelakon lakinye yg skang jd plakon pujaan ku...hehehe! sape lg lau bukan Jared Padalecki @ Dean dlm citer ni.....time ni la aq start suka Jared....ble die blakon dlm supernatural...lagi la suke...i luv Jared!!!!!!!!lagi satu...perkatan yg aq blaja dri citer ni aq still ingat.....STUBBORN....

6. Charmed

citer ni pon best gak...aq mmng suke citer2 yg magic, misteri and out of normal life....kisah pasal 3 adik bradik yg dilahir ade kuasa magic....Phoebe, Piper and Prue....citer ni dri dorng mude remaja smpai la dah kawen and ade anak....ntah ade bpe seasons aq pon x ingat...

7. Sabrina The Teenage Witch

ni edition yg lawak and humor....aq ske tngok sabrina sebab die x sarat or seksi...tp simple and live her life to the fullest....yg pling mnarik pasal citer ni ialah kucing hitam sabrina name Salem yg bleh brcakap....kucing hitam die tu klau x clap aq mnusia...tp kne sumpah jd kucing hitam....comel je...tu sebab dlu aq pon ade kucing hitam...nme nye Tam...tp Tam ntah hilang ke mne....he disappeared juz like that....no trace at all....

alright...inilah serba sedikit pasal tv series yang pnah jd fevret aq mse zmn bdak2 dlu...zaman x period lagi...hihihi....sebnarnye bnyk lg tp yg ni je yg aq still ingat smpai skarang.....n bcoz of this tv series i tend to luv english so bad....i learn a lil bit of new words dri tv series ni la....bru skang aq sdar...i should take TESL instead of engineering...cehhhhh....bjet english bagus sngat...pasan je aq.....=)
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pEng You

fuyooooo.......bleh tahan gak mamat ni....well ni la emil chow....aq baru knal masa kelas mandarin last mlm tadi...kat kelas tadi x de pun touching2 even dah tau smlm kelas last...tapi bila dah balik bilik...dok sorng2...n then tringat blik lagu peng you yg kteorng nyanyi rmai time kelas...aq jd sentimental....ase sedih...x leh dah jmpe laoshi yg dedicated and murah ngn markah tu....hopefully sbjek mandarin aq leh dpt gred yg baek punyeeeee...insyaallah....

doakan aq test mandarin 11/4 ni....

n then pas kelas...aq trpegi interview sekretariat expoconvo....mule2 ase cm x nak...sbb x de KAWAN....tp ble pk2 blik...smpai ble aq nak ikot kawan...kawan kite bkan sume ade minat yg sama cm kite....x kan la sbab x de kwn aq nak lpaskn pluang yg ade cm2 je....so aq pn branikan dri pegi interview....dlmkepala otak...apelah org tu nak tnye aq....aq ni bkan orng yg spontan....tnye time tu leh jwb time tu gak....aq ni jnis kne pk lme2 du....bru leh dpt idea yg de booommm....ok lar...senang ckp..biar lah aq ngaku...aq lampi ckit...kuikuikui!! kantoi d c2...

anyway...x kesah la...asalkan aq dah pegi n dah kne intrview dah pun...bnyk mende gak yg aq dpt time interview tu....antaranya:

1. aq dapat latih diri utk interview kje t....pk mse depan beb....mse depan x mnunggu kite....cri ia smpai dpt...

2. aq dapat kenalpasti kelemahan diri aq....lau dah tau diri tu lampi....generate lar otak tu supaya dpt berfikiran spontan,kreatif and kritis....

3. first time msuk pejabat MPP kot...excited tibe2....cntik gak..x cm dolu2 time 1st aq msuk sbb nk bli tket bas tu...haha

4. dapat kembangkan otak aq yg makin mengecut ni....lau dlu aq x tau satu habuk pn psal expoconvo ke...karnival ape ke...langsung x tau hape2...tp sbbkn interview ni...aq tau lar ckit2 psl bnde ni kan....x dela cm katak bwh tempurung jer...

5. dpt knal ngn org2 yg agak hebat...cm orng2 yg meng interview aq ni....nampak matured gle...cm bkan student...tp org yg dah keje....

tu lar serba sedikit yg aq dapat....lau boleh aq nak involve ngn bnyak ag program...tp prasaan takot tu mnyelubungi diri aq yg kerdil n x pandai ni...aq pk...lau aq aktif....pelajaran aq cmne....rmai yg nak lari involve ngn aktiviti bile nak akhir2 sem ni...sbabkan bnyak esemen ngn test sume......sume surrender...smpai kn aq sndri jd takot nak pegi program tu.....yelah....dah sume cm nak stdy gle2 utk test ni....aq pn jd serba salah nk g ke x....ya Allah...permudahkna segala2 nya....

actually....aq x mengharap lansung dpt lpas utk interview ni....aq juz doa supaya diberi ape yg terbaek....dats mean lau yg terbaek utk aq ialah x mm bz kan dri ngn aktiviti2 ni....aq terima je....sebab aq yakin ngn apa yg Allah bg pd aq.....juz usaha...tawakkal n berdoa.......

p/s: aq sbnarnye tertarik ngn lagu ni sebab tema video klipnye nye smngat team dlm rugby....hehehe....nampak menarik.....i loikeee....
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WhO's sHe??

I think most of the malaysian now already know who she is...i found out about her in numerous blog...and i bet that not only me talking bout her recentky...she's pretty, hot, gorgeous and not a malay but a muslim...i dunno if she can speak malay but her name is not a malay name....the pretty lady i'm talking about is......

HANA TAJIMA SIMPSON

look..i can see some of you out there saying "OOOww, that girl...". she's quite famous nowadays because of her designing talent...not a common designer but a hijab designer...when i saw her for the first time...i feel like..."Woww,she's pretty and cute....if i didn't saw her in the first place...and juz knowing her name...i might think that she's a common designer and not a muslim....

what make me more shocked is ...she's not a malay mix...but a japanese and english...i'm so curious how she decided to convert and becoming a muslim....i really want to know the story behind it....

during class...i started to ask a few of my friends about her...did they know who's hana tajima...then, most of them didn't know...i felt really disappointed...maybe i ask the wrong person...i should ask someone that trendy and more fashion manic next time...of coz they might know about her..

then, i try to search thru google and blog...what i found is her full name and her career...she's also a friend of Yuna...but not much into her personal life...it's stated there she's converted 4 years ago...unfortunately not much info i can get...

after a few trial of searching...then i figured out new information...she's married...now i know how she's converted...maybe her husband is a muslim...but that not certain yet...i still need to search....my curiosity level is high right now...i dunno why i damnly curious bout her...maybe because of her beauty and talent...she's the designer and she's the model...really2 impressive...and the most highligted here is she's wearing hijab and a muslim....

but some of her pictures look sexy...even she's covered up her whole body...but the sexiness aura is still there..that's why my friend used to say that a woman even wearing tudung and baju kurung still look sexy in man's eyes...it's really make me goosebump...

okeyy guysszz...now...

i give up...i'm not a hardcore paparazi trying to digging out famous people personal life....if i know anything more in the future..i let u know....i hope that i can get her picture with her husband and maybe child...but i couldn't found it....so sad....that's all for today...till we meet again...c ya!!!

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