UMP vs RMC....?!

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post ni x de kaitan pn ngn UMP or RMC...juz aq ngan my bro....well, act...last weekend, my mom was already in Bentong, Pahang...attended knduri kawen my relatives katenye....then i ask her to come here in UMP....not far away i Think...juz 1 hour journey...but then...u noe what...she said

"jaoh la kakngah, mak x bleh pegi lar"... On dat moment,aq bleh rse air mate brgenang da...juz x jtuh je...i feel so frustrated...if my bro yg soh dtg skolah die...laju je mak aq nak g...well, i noe lar rmc tu skolah elit katekan...konon2 nye femes...len lar cam UMP...certain je yg knal kot...stranded university...haha!! nothing can describe how i feel...i juz feel neglected...tyme skolah dlu pn sme...dok kt teluk intan je...da dkat da ngn umah tp slalu je soh blik sndri nek bas...alasan: dkat ngn umah blik la sndri...tyme kat mtrx dlu pn sme...jaoh ke kdah...alasan: blik la sndri jaoh sngt...adoi...jaoh x bley...dkat pn sme je....


Am i too childish?...cm bdak2 kot...i Think i'm not matured yet....still need my mom...like what somebody say to me..."tolong lar...matang ckit...jgn jd bdak2...ko ni plik lar...complicated.."then i told my sis about dis...she said...."alaaa...x yah la touching2...U kamoo ngn skolah atan mne ag dkat...skolah atan la kan..ape lar ko ni"...klakar pn ade aq ni...mybe sbb nak exam kot...emosi x stable..cpt nk touching...huhu!! tp kan..i juz being myself...but then...always people all around me insist me to change...why??? am i too freaking out!!!

# cakap psl rmc...aq tringt lak kat firdaus...@ fedow....cmne la die skunk kan..
hopefully bek2 sje la...

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