ari ni burdened aq kurang ckit ble aq dpt install autocad dlm laptop aq...i am so epi u noe...i was excited in finishing my orthographic and isometric...i was preoccupied with it...i like LK...hope i can score during final...well act,i need to tell u sumting...it is about myself... i lost my confident...i feel so weak and nothing special about me...i'm easily get jealous and all the envy fill up my soul...i fell jealous with all the skinny gals n boys...all the pretty gals n hnsome guys...all the intelligent people...i dun noe why,but its keep pushing me n sumtime i fell desperate n throw up all the food that i i've been eaten...am i anorexian...impossible!! anorexian are those extreme skinny person right...like a dead man walking...haha!! but i'm not like that...i'm a GENDUT gal...hik3x...wei!!ngaku!!!...ish4x... i need to sedar diri...i noe who i am...huhu!~
hurm....bru aq pasan yg aq ni slalu kne buli wei...kne buli ngn kwn2 aq sndri...they like to fooling me around...i noe they are better than me...what can i do....i am so sad...i really dun have a lot of friends...i've got a few only...but just a few days ago, i realised sumthing...all of my frens are the best frens ever...i still cntact with them...i always pray that Allah gives me very best frens...and the result,i've got good frens eventhough juz a few bcoz good frens hard to be found right... i am gratefull that my frens are not a backstabber...but my siblings,i dun noe...i live in boarding skul since 13 years old...and i'm not spending a lot of time with my siblings...that's why its a bit renggang between us...i juz hope that someday i can spend time hanging out together with my siblings maybe in sunway pyramid,midvalley,times square or maybe klcc...i really want to go to those places with them....yeah,someday...
have u ever missing someone other than ur own family?...4 me...yap...and its hurt to miss someone that never even think of u...not even once...i dun think any one out there missing me...impossible beb...who want to miss this pathetic gal...hellloww!!!in ur dream!!!sumer same jew!!!menyampah~!!!dah meluat n bosan aq ngn situasi yg same...x penah nak faham...adoi!!!! i am SAD!!!!!!!!!!(T.T)
hah! lpe lak aq nak citer...smalam aq smbng ngn kwn2 klas aq...umah dier klau aq x silap kat klang dkat ngn uitm shsh alam...pas2 dier pn bkk la citer psl uitm 2...dier ckp kat uitm shah alam 2 mmng ssah la ko nak jmpe pmpuan yg pkai bju kurung...yg brtudung pn ssah nak jmpe...tp klau kt ump ni dier bju kurung tu mmng pakaian majoriti...pakaian yg seksi2 pn aq x penah jmpe ag lar spnjng dok cni...aq pn x tau tp ump ni aq rse cam u kg...mmng ramai org kl kt cni tp kan dorang pn segan nak pkai vouge2 kt cni...alahai, nsib bek aq x dpt kt uitm shah alam 2....klau x, x tau la ape nak jd ngn aq kt sne...aq ni dah la snng nak influence ngn keadaan prsekitaran...maybe Allah nak slmtkan aq so takdir aq kt ump ni....alhmdulillah..maybe klau kt sne,bleh jd aq akn jd berulat-ulat cm org len...sosial...i dun noe about that...sbb future is unpredictable but we can control it...control freak beb!!! lg satu, org kl sume x bleh caye la wei...
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